hi.

i really do think that i'm getting better at entertaining myself now a days. i mean i know how to spend my free time doing things. muahaha. work is getting tougher but also more fun. =) there are so many ac people here now. haha. all around the building, at the various departments. wow. it's so amazing. =)
i got so sad today because i realised my bbdc acct doesn't have sufficient funds for me to make a new booking. =( there was an available slot that i wanted so badly but i couldn't book it. let's hope that i'll be lucky enough to still be able to book that slot when i have topped up my acct. let's hope. i just hope that people won't want that slot for some reason and i'll have it! woots! ah. i was so sad that they didn't have a place for you to reserve the booking. tsk tsk. ahah. i think it would have been quite chaotic if they really had such a service! haha. aye. nevermind. i'll just try my luck some other time.
sometimes, i really do think that giving is better than receiving.
really
=) i feel happy to give. maybe it'll be happier to receive but i don't really know.
haha.
i'm quite bored now. and i tell you!
nowadays, i really have weird sleeping habits. i would doze off at around 10 and then be wide awake at 12am, thinking that it's time for me to wash up already. oh man. this is so terrible. then i'll have to spend the next hour trying to force myself to sleep again. rah! horrible! i should find some way to manage this. and and and. have you all been having night mares about results? heard that it'll be out in the 1st week of march. not a monday. maybe it's a friday. haha. well well, there are so many rumours around. we can't determine which is the actual one. sigh. i really don't feel like getting the results. how. can you help me take my results? =)

*whispers*

hey hey!

guess what!
haha
i lost my voice and i still went to work.
haha!
my colleagues were all laughing at me.

but it was fun! haah.

AYE~
that was on tuesday. and i've kind of gotten my voice back although i still can't sing. =(
how could i live without singing?! haha.

how were your valentine's day? i didn't have any programme on and was so sad. haha. just joking. but i was serious about having no plans. haah.
and the sweetest thing is, i still got all that chocolate that we usually get from friends, in school. =) i gave out some too so it really felt like we're still schooling haah. and our supervisor (note. it's only one of them) gave out oreo/ chocolate bars too! awwwww... so nice of her. hee!

well well, i can't wait for the weekend to come and for monday to come and for wednesday to come! my btt is on wed! sigh. at last. phew. all because the btt is so late that's why i can't start driving yet! grumbles. haha. but it's ok, i'll soon be able to drive~! ^.^

ok. i'm so bored now, at home. sigh. i can't find anything to do. and there is nothing nice to see online too. i'm so bored.

IT'S A NEW YEAR

happy chinese new year, people. =)

today is the 3rd day and i've got no where to go. this is sad. haha. i think we were all too lazy to go to bedok or woodlands to do visiting. haha. yesterday, i spent the whole day in the eastern part of singapore. =) it was kind of fun. with cousins and all. haah! ok. so what have you people been up to?

i miss going to work. tsk tsk. i think i'm just bored at home. at work, there is always things to do although we do complain at times. =)=)=)

yep. have a great day ahead peeps.

why is everyone leaving singapore now? sigh. from 8, it'll soon be 4 left in spore. i'm so so so sad. haha. (i'm sure no one knows what i'm saying. well, nevermind)

i will go down to paddle one day. i miss paddling and i'm sure i won't be able to balance in a k1 anymore. the juniors are scary. really. i'm so glad i'm not competing against them. let's see their first sprinting competition. it's coming soon. in 2 months' time. all the best.

and i dont' want to get results. i'm so perfectly find being like this now. =) it's rumoured that we did very badly (those who did well did very well while those who didn't, did very badly.) and some people said that it'll be out next week( ie the 22th taht week.) i've gto no idea how true that is. but i'm sure glad that we didnt' get in before new year, lest people will start asking about results. it's nice to tell people,'' oh, i'm still waiting for my results'' i can bear the ''so what do you intend to do in uni?'' but i can't bear the ''oh, my this this person got this grade for this subject....yada yada...''
whatever it is, i am prepared to face my results. i dont' expect much. i just hope that i'll pass the whole thing reasonably. there isn't anything we can do about it now so....
and i still remember how afraid i was before the a level papers. i just kept getting worried and my parents managed to convince me that well, life is full of surprises. results are not everything. they may be important in deciding your future but in the working world, no one would care about your results in school anymore. we people have to be street smart and work smart. i guess that would be what i'll do. at the end of the day, i still have my family who loves me =)

ok, that sounded a little emo. but it's a new new new year so we shall all look ahead to a fruitful and exciting year yea?

take care people.
bye