Regurgitation

update!~

2009-01-03T21:19:00.004+08:00

hello. here to post come pictures...

TORCO outing at bugis

with hall people to celebrate someone's birthday

(doesn't it look like a publicity poster? haha)

block reps!

So coincidental! :]

hello blog!
It's been a long time since I've typed here. Did you miss me?
Life after exams is SO SO SO FUN, BUSY, TIRING and memorable. It's only 2 days left before school starts again. All that studying and rushing. It's the IHG period now and every hall is trying to get to the top of the tables. I played darts for my hall, how cool is that?! :) I think everyone should try playing darts at least once! It's super fun and nerve wrecking especially when you're competing. haha! My hand was shaking so terribly in my first round. So much so that I had to walk around to soothe my nerves.
And I tell you something! I'm really very proud of hall6's (which is my hall) recreational games team! Everyone worked so hard and we really did produce results :) REALLY!!! at least 3 GOLDS, 1 SILVER and 1 BRONZE already! until now, all that we participated got at least a 4th placing. hahaha! The Rec team is up there la...(Quote one of my hall mates) hahaha!
So! The so called holidays were spent preparing for events, training for IHG (interhall games), training for canoeing, meeting up with friends, attempting to go home as much as possible and preparing for cultural night! woohoo! All this in ONE month. No wonder I don't feel as if I was given a holiday. WHAT holiday?! haha!
I wonder how are the people out there. Sometimes, I think I'm spending alot of time in hall. But all that time spent is really fun too. :] (luckily)

Yep. We're into the 3rd day of the NEW YEAR so may you have a Happy new year! hope things had been good for you~ Whatever it is, remember to enjoy the process of reaching your goal. The outcome may not be all that important. We can still learn from mistakes so just keep going! :] Stay optimistic! OVIA! :]

Something to remember...

2008-10-29T16:33:00.004+08:00

HALL birthday celebration!
aaawwwwww....

My side of the room. of course, it changed a little already

PICTURES! :)

Canoeing :)

I miss you guys.

I miss paddling with you all

I miss whining to you all...

today is a wednesday

2008-10-29T16:20:00.004+08:00

Hello!
:) i just finished my quiz and we were like ONE hour early :) haha. and the quiz had only 6 questions. Still, i stayed up to study for it, not knowing that there were only 6 questions. haha! It's quite funny actually. But oh well, at least I was made to study those chapters. SOUNDS. :) it's actually quite fun, come to think of it.

And did i mention that I went IMH? eeehhhhh....i don't remember. Anyway, after going there, I was kind of depressed. And i know for sure that I don't belong there. I thought i belonged there. Thankfully, i didn't have the 'home-coming' feel. haha!

Since i havent been blogging much, i was thinking of putting up pictures. like for the first time since don't know when. haha. and i will reformat my blog. soon. :) yea...

can't wait for nov to be over! really!
and QIU! rem our date on friday k? i'm LOOKING FORWARD TO IT!!!

tata

Just decided to put pictures...muahaha

hall life

2008-10-22T17:14:00.002+08:00

wow. i'm pretty amazed actually. haha. i secretly want my birthday to be celebrated in hall! haha. you know, people do really exciting things to celebrate your birthdays. but luckily i'm not a guy if not, it would really be called a birthday BASH! haha.
just last week, i went to 2 birthday bashes already. yesterday, it was a birthday celebration and i'm sure there would be one more coming up on friday. haha! it's really quite quite fun :) although you'd be kept in suspense but oh well, at least there are people to celebrate your birthday with you! Not like those whose birthdays are always in the school holidays where people would always forget about it. haha! oh well...
i can't wait for dec to come! hall life would be really really fun and busy then! :) but then, we won't need to bother about studies then! unlike now. rah! haha.

And nov is when everyone comes back! :) esp those who went australia to study. yay. and we can all play! :):):) remember to bring me out to play k? muacks!

hmmm...

2008-10-21T16:09:00.002+08:00

I realised I've became rather quiet these days. I just don't feel like talking or rather, have nothing to say. I've gotten to lazy to socialize. Probably...something is wrong...haha..
I've heard people saying that those who take psychology has something wrong. I wonder...am I getting there? I can't control it either. I'd like to but I can't.

Maybe I've gotten a little grumpy these few days and whiny...One more month to exam. One more month to the event. One more month to playtime. One more month to survive through. Let's go!

exams coming...

2008-10-17T16:31:00.002+08:00

EXAMS ARE COMING!!! so is christmas...hahah!!! oh man! it's so fast. i don't even think i'm prepared for it in anyway. oh man. rawr!

the other day, i went to daiso and i saw christmas decorations already on sale. and i started to wonder...is christmas coming? i remember how we looked forward to christmas, counting down to THE day, singing all the christmas songs when the time's drawing nearer. but this year, i'm like,''what? christmas is coming already? i feel as though it's only april or something!'' i guess it's the time school starts. for the past 12 years, school has been starting in january but now! this year! it started in august...wow. it actually feels as if it was last year that i worked. haha. oh well. but my dec won't be a holiday. it'll be intensive trg and playing time. all the IHG, ISG, preparation for all the festivals and stuff. wow. hectic. BUT guess what? i've still got to clear my exams before playing. *groan* not again.

yes, exams. it is the measure of how much you have learnt. it doesn't really mean anything later on but for now, IT IS IMPORTANT! whether you can carry on with masters really depends on THIS! so work hard! and stop playing around, ky!!! argh! i want to go home. hall is so distracting albeit it being very fun. i feel as if i can't study in hall. shucks..and my weekend is burnt again. i've got loads to do during the weekend.

2 projects left now. woots! transsexual. haha. stats without GC. ha! oh well. i dont' really want nov to come actually. sigh. why don't i have 48 hours a day?

oh! and these few days has really been fun!!! :)
monday was preparation for BIS (broadway in SIX) which is a hall event.
tuesday had trg and went out with my sis (until i missed my last bus back to hall..haha)
wed had BIS which is the closing ceremony of inter block games. haha. and the performances and block supper
thurs trg again and darts
friday project project project and fire drill.
(now stop laughing. yes, it is a fire drill in hall. )

oh well. so that was my week and lots of meeting here and there to finish up our project!

ok. and i have to carry on doing my part already. see you

updates...

2008-10-09T01:22:00.002+08:00

hello people.
now, i can officially say PEOPLE. :) at last, there's more people reading. hee!
guess what, today, i just got very motivated to study really hard for the final exams. Coz i didn't do really well for the quizzes. And i'm not kidding. I'm kind of disappointed with the results but at the same time, i didn't know what to expect. So, i will look forward and now brood over spilt milk. :) working towards the final exams!!! AAAAAAHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..........

how. haha.

by the way, there's alot of exciting things happening in hall :)
first there was MAF then yin syners' night then IBG, BIS coming up, all the milk and bread orders, meeting new people, canvassing, having suppers. haha... etc etc. there's more to come. :) yep! there's so much to do until i think my work has been affected. i'd just be too lazy to sit down and study. sighs. can someone please nag at me to study. or just tell me that there's a few weeks left before the exam? i don't know how i'm going to survive through, meeting my expectation of getting at least a B for everything! AAAHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...........hahaha.

oh, and anyone out there has contacts for people who know how to teach catwalk and pageant stuff? please tell me k? i'm desperatedly in need of one! thanks thanks.

yes, and presently, i can't stop my craving for different kind of food. haha. i've been craving for durian, combo, takopachi, sushi, popeye's biscuits... and home cooked food. OMG! ~how do i live without you....~ hahah. it's so appropriate. haha!~

ahhhhhhh..........i want to sleep already. hhaha. i'm so going to do work tmr. everyone! gambate!!! :) let's go people! jia you jia you! don't give up ( i'm psycho-ing myself as well so pardon me if this doesn't apply to you ) yep! all the way! just one month!!!!!!

nite, world.

pysche=psycho

2008-09-27T00:31:00.002+08:00

hey hey :)
it's the recess break now! (ending already though) and i must say this week is really busier than normal. haha! WHAT BREAK????

And i think there's alot of things happening now. like people going overseas, hall 6 MAF preparation, canoeing (i may join again), dboat-ing (leisure), groupwork, prom prep yada yada. The sign up for being an OGL was last week but i didn't go. Don't ask me why. I don't know too. I was thinking I could go as a SA but apparently there are many who have the same thoughts as me. Oh well. let's see how lucky i can get. I'm too busy with hall stuff and my outside stuff. Seriously. I feel like i'm not doing justice to my modules. haha. oh well.

My twice a week run has been ongoing for sometime (but i kind of took a break for this week) coz there's someone there to nag at me to go running :) which is good k. haha. force me to run :) for std chart. i must train up. hee!

dinner with my dearest og the other day was fun, as usual. when was dinner with torco not fun and entertaining? haha. we had out gossip session or rather interrogation session and then cam whoring! haha. i thought that i was the only one cam whoring though. hee...so lesson learnt, never lend ky your camera! or she'd start cam whoring everything!!! :) and this is the day when we psyche ppl became pyscho... hee!

i'm tired already. i know i have lots more to say but let's just stop here first k? :)

good night.

2008-09-11T01:08:00.002+08:00

GOod evening!
today, i am going to talk about life in school! First of all, I do miss home occasionally.
Time is getting shorter and shorter. Passing by faster and faster. However, there is a whole lot more work to complete within this short period of time.

My week is fully packed. No more free time, no more time for dinners, lots more commitment. Why did i join so many subcomms? I wonder why. ANyway, singing has been fun! I'm in my hall's cultural group where we go singing every week. :) and learn new techniques. I really think that uni is a place where we get to be more outspoken, more daring, more comfortable speaking and presenting yourself in front of a crowd.

oh well. singing session today was fun. We got to learn a dance to go with the song that we're singing. Oh well. I can't dance for nuts but am forced to. well well! i will keep practising!!! let's hope i rem how to dance after one week ok? :)

there's so many things happening. from maf to inter-block games to elections to competitions etc etc etc. i feel like resting. i just want to go back to the first 7 months of the year. where what we do is just to go to work then go home and slack. No worries about getting sufficient points, no worries about friends around you, no worries about studies, no need to avoid people and try to be nice to them. I CAN BE MYSELF. NO FAKE SMILES AND LAUGHTER NEEDED. I can finally take down my mask and reveal my true self. sigh. it's tiring to meet up to expectations of others. Is there a stereotyping? whatever. just accept the true me. haha

oh well, and i'm going around asking people,'' do you have a knife?''
do i sound suicidal? haha! i'm not, don't worry. i'm just trying to find a knife to cut up the mango in my room. haha! it's been here for 4 days already and mings and i can't seem to find any knife around. Thus we have no means of enjoying the mango. hee!!!

okok. i've got to sleep already. i'm going to run in the morning then maybe go train with the dboat people in the evening. yar. and there's meeting tmr night and some senior is coming to our room tmr too. so many things. ah....
STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!
you've got testS next week so why are you still here?
GO GO, GO SLEEP AND STUDY HARD TMR!!! you've got no time over the weekend! go study now!!!

kk....bye people :)

SCHOOL!

2008-09-06T00:31:00.003+08:00

Hello!
i'm so so so excited! haha! hall life is getting more and more exciting. woots!
today, i just got myself a BLUE partner (awwww...) and these few days, i've not been bathing at my block. hee! i needed company. ehhh...at least that's my excuse. hee!
AND! i can't believe i just slacked in Yanqin's room for like don't know how long, trying to post stuff in APA style. muahaha! we were so amused. and and and. i can't take it anymore. YANQIN and I are always saying the exact same thing at the same time! muahaha. we really do have telepathy, i suspect.

Just yesterday, i did the craziest thing! i ran in the morning at 730am, swam at 930am, went for lessons at 1130am, went for trg at 630pm then for AGM at 9pm. haha! so cool right? and i'm aching now. haha! but it was really rather fun except that, if you haven't noticed, i didn't study. no. actually, i had time to but i made a mistake and switched on my computer. :( that's not the worst. i went onto fb. :( sigh. haha!!!

OH YES! and if i haven't told you this, that day when i went swimming, it rained so we had to leave the pool. As we (2 more girls + 1 guy) attempted to walk over to hall to bathe, we saw lightning and heard thunder simultaneously!!!! Can you imagine how close the lightning was???? THERE WAS NO LAG TIME!!! and and and there was really a ''KA-BOOM!'' wow! first time in my life...the lightning really made my heart miss more than a beat. :( now i have one less heart beat. haha! Not surprisingly, we 3 girls screamed just a split second after the thunder and lightning were heard and seen. phew. it was a shrill scream somemore. hee!

some kind of experience. bleah. haha.
okies. i need to sleep already
and secretly, i'm happy to be home :)
can slack :)
don't have to hand wash my own clothes and wish that there's sun to dry the clothes fast enough before it gets smelly. haha!

okies! see you!

DINNER :)

2008-08-30T16:19:00.003+08:00

Hello!
I've just got to a conclusion that dinners are the best thing ever! :) I'm starting to love dinners now, be it just having dinner with my family or just a simple dinner with friends in hall or really dinners where you meet up with people you haven't seen for a long time. :)

It's always to enjoyable and fun. Like yesterday, I went for a dinner with people whom I've seen entering the job a few months back. Now, it's their turn to resign. Sad but oh well, life has to go on. Let it be memories, happy ones and learn from the experience. Oh, so getting back to the point, yesterday was really fun! We ate until we were all so full and happy and high! hee. Right from the start, we did things others would not do. hee! From having a standing dinner, to adding lots of yellow noodle into the steamboat to trying to cover up the wastage of food with much creativity to forcing ourselves to eat up the huge pile of chicken etc etc...haha! and of course! the continuous taking of pictures and us screaming when the poor prawn wanted to jump out of the steamboat (after which, a series of events happened. haha!)

Yeah. It's nice to be back with these people and I can't help but feel really happy to be with them. :) afterall, we've all been through IT together. Everyone knows how it is like to be there. haha. Moreover, those people there were mostly from the Gian Peng club haha. Quite funny! Oh! the most fun thing was how we all went for the eclair (which was really really good!!!). Afterwhich, went for drinks at 7 eleven next door. hee. we were full but were thirsty. That feels terrible ok! and the betting thing that left everyone puzzled. haha. and the qin yuan's bet that made us all walk around aimlessly (trying not to reach the mrt station before 11pm) and getting kind of chased by the security guard at novena square before heading to square 2. haha! really is an experience.
AND i think alex and i both have a habit. we take pictures of everything!!! haha. really just about everything. from the fountain thing to the logo outside the building to food to reflections to reflections of us in the security mirror in 7 eleven to the cars on display etc etc. all the random pictures!!! aaaaaaaHhhhhhhhhhhhh.. haha! but it was really fun. :)

it must really be the hall life that made me not willing to go home so early. hee. it's so normal to be walking back to hall only at 12 or still walking around hall at 2am. oh well. But eating late is not very good as well. sigh. getting fat. bleah. i'd better make sure i exercise like everyday or something. :( so sad.

right now, dinners are my only form of social activity (excluding lunches) haha! that's hall life for you. :) we all live in pulau NTU. haha! oh well. there is still jurong west to explore if you want. :) some day i will successfully make it to ah fang to eat supper or dinner. haha. or the ah lian place. hee. okok. think i'd better get started with my assignments.

take care people (if anyone is reading this.)
yeps!

Dreams

2008-08-27T01:48:00.003+08:00

i just attended a lesson about sleep and dreams. and studied about the sleep cycle. Did you know that the sleep cycle goes from stage one to stage four then slowly back to stage one and so on? hhaa. the stages represents how deep you are in your sleep. hee. it's so cool! and how the suprachiasmatic nucleus works. see? psychology is not all about hypnosis. haha. :)

work is getting tougher and there are expectations to be met. as we step into this new phase of life, we have to get used to it. whether we would be able to find a job next time really depends greatly on this. hhaa. although i do sometimes argue that in looking for a job, you actually have to be able to out-talk the interviewer. grades at that time won't be that impt rather, they would look at your character and predict if you are suitable for the job. oh well. just work hard, friends. whether you are from ntu or nus or smu or sim. haha. let's all work hard and play hard too! :)

uni life is fun when it comes to play. so. play hard too!

how i wish i could go overseas...like us or france...
i got influenced by my course mate. she's an exchange student from france and she wants to give a presentation of singapore when she goes back to her uni. she's the same age as me but she's in uni year 3 in her country! goodness! and we were just asking her how france is like. the more she explained, the more we all ( including me) had the urge to visit france! aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!! i'm waiting for grad trip to go europe or somewhere far....sigh. that would be 4 years later. oh well.

kkkk...better sleep alr! there's class later at 9. haah! nights!

impulse

2008-08-22T01:36:00.003+08:00

suddenly, i've got the motivation to type more here. hee!!! :)

you know what? i just realised that i laughed in my dream. that is so utterly cool! goodness! i wonder what i was thinking about. talking about dream, do you remember what you were dreaming of? i don't even recall myself dreaming so don't ask me to answer that. dreams are images that flashes in your mind while you're asleep but disappears in the day... it's like bubbles. when you try to reach for them and touch them, they burst and disappear. hhmmm...

and i must really improve on my pronounciation!

THeir
THe
There
THese
THat

sigh. i will improve and do well! :)

UPdate.

2008-08-22T01:18:00.003+08:00

hello.
say. i've been living in hall for about 3 weeks now. getting used to it already. :) and i'm getting to know my neighbours and my roomie better. hee! exciting! muahaha.

i realised that i should exercise more and eat less. rah. feeling so fat now, from all the late dinners and suppers. bleah. what should i do?
all that homework keeps me hungry. hee! sounds weird but it's a fact.

i just found out the most amazing thing in my life yesterday. was so excited! hee. i shan't disclose anything here. :p oh well. there's so much to say until i don't know what to say.

i still miss my workplace
i miss my family
i miss paddling
i miss my home.

PROM is getting on rather fine now. :) phew.

ciao~
it's getting late i mean early already.
''it's past your bedtime now, off to the bed right now~''
:)

think think think

2008-08-02T19:11:00.003+08:00

HEY HEY!!!

i got so excited when i saw the msg from ''guess who'' haha!!! i know who you are ok!
how's life girl? ;)

today, i went to my hall. finally. i am able to shift in. but not my roomie. her key was given to some stranger by accident. so we are sharing a set of keys and access card. rah. quite quite funny. anyway, we have our room to ourselves now! yay! we can decorate it and party and do alot of things! yay! it shall be cosy and i will post up a before and after photo of the room, for sure! hee! yay.

i miss work. i miss the people there. i miss being in an aircon place everyday. i miss taking the 7.15 train to novena everyday. and giving std greetings. sigh. emo emo. i think my emotions are a little retarded. i wasn't like that when i quit. but the thought finally set in and i'm feeling so so emo. haha. rah.

rah!

2008-07-29T12:26:00.002+08:00

hello...

firstly, i've passed my driving test already.
secondly, i'm officially not working anymore.
thirdly, i'm bored at home. :( [this is the effect from stopping work after 6 months]
forthly, i don't really want school to start so soon!

sigh.

anyway anyway, i miss everyone! rah!

random~

2008-04-21T22:43:00.003+08:00

hello!
first of all... who is 'lingering'? you must be some ac person right? only ac people call me kaya. hmmm... anyway, i'm really relieved that peak period is over! The peak period that I'm referring to is the one at work! Really. We have some breathing space now. And i'm thankful for that. Now, we have our one hour lunch break again! phew. And I get to be a normal temp staff again! oh yes, yesterday i had driving and guess what? I met 2 people! all 3 of us were having the same time slot! woots. And you know what? i met one while tapping my card at the printing machines and..... i met SAMME while waiting to turn left onto the road, from the steep slope~! haha. we were both holding on to our foot breaks and waving at each other while our instructors just stared. ahah. and samme! you know what? i got your instructor before! haha. Really! IT'S so cool!
Today, i took my final theory test and i was seated beside my sec school mate. I think she couldn't recognise me so i didn't tak to her. Well, i managed to pass and went to book my practical test! 11 JULY 2008. I'm quite happy with the date. 1) It's easy to remember coz it's samme's birthday! 2) It's early july! phew! i thought that i'll get late july... 3) it's a friday morning so i predict that there won't be much cars on the road. haha. 915. there shouldn't be that many cars right? haha. i'm afraid of teck whye area.

Just over the week ends, I had been thinking about some personal stuff, emo-ing and i was wondering to myself: Why do i work so hard?
and why is it that i'm the only one who's preparing farewell gifts? hmmmmmmmmm..i keep pondering over this.
And what's it with people? How do they classify friends as close or superficial friends? I mean, what's the definition of close friends? Is that person someone who shares with you her deepest secrets? Or someone you will confide in when you're troubled?

HAHA. Why am i EM-OING??? AND QIU!!! You better get me something nice from JAPAN!!!! NIPPON!!!! =) yep! have fun at your trip!

-ZZzzzzzzzz-

2008-04-03T22:34:00.003+08:00

do you know what? I don't care if no one is reading this but I'm still going to type here.
i am so sleepy~!
i slept through my whole journey from jurong to novena and from novena to bukit gombak. rah. so tired. tmr is evaluation. i am scared. i shall read my book tmr during lunch. i shall. i will. i will remember. yeah. FTE here i come!

260308

2008-03-26T22:02:00.002+08:00

just on sunday, i met samme immediately after getting out of my car at bbdc! how cool is it?! haha. we met there twice already! and meeting her really brighten my day! =)=)=) it's been some time since i met other friends (other than my colleagues) phew. haha.

i'm kind of losing my motivation to work now. At least i felt it diminishing today, before lunch. i guess i need a change of seat. i have been seated away from civilisation for too long a time. i wish that they would put me somewhere where there are people around me to talk to me. at my current place, i dare not talk to the person behind me and the person beside me is a little too scary to chat with. she keeps rattling on and on about something else. she's one weird person. at first, i was wondering why her batch people was ostracizing her. but after some exposure, i realised why. she's trying too hard to be friendly. that's why. i pity her actually. but oh well, other than they two who are seated the closest to me, i have got no one else in sight! boohoo! that's why you'll always see me walking around and stuff. i need to be around with interactive people! i can never be an introvert. muahaha.

yea. yesterday, some of the first batch people left us. we went to give them a farewell, made cards, wrote notes, bought cake and ate lunch and dinner together. sigh. it was a happy yet sad day. happy because this is the first time the first batch people really gathered together again to do something. haha. but sad because some people are leaving us. yeah. it's such a memorable day. we ate dinner together, chatted for hours and just kept cam- whoring! everyone was so cooperative yesterday. you know normally, i'll always be the only interested in taking pictures. but the scenerio was different yesterday! and they 3 bought us stuff...it was so sweet of them. =)
but we would not have gotten so much food if not for xinyun and me. after the first person gave us a packet of pocky each, we started hinting to the others who were leaving that they should get us something too. And guess what, they really went to cold storage to buy us a packet of something each. omg! haha so at the end of the day, we got one pocky, toblerone and biscuit (which i call it hello disney coz it looks like hello panda biscuit only that there are disney characters on it. it makes sense right? hello disney)
heh! ok. i think this entry is really about work work and work. haha. man. on saturday, the juniors are going to compete in their first sprinting competition. i'll be going. i forfeited going to work just to support them ok. sigh. haha.
wish them good luck.
tired....
i was supposed to upload some photos on facebook but it's taking a long time that's why i'm typing away here. haha. well well.

i lurve the some TIamo...ya lun and don't know who sang it. it's playing now on 933. haha.

so much to think about

2008-03-15T15:51:00.002+08:00

there are so many activities that can be planned!!!
oh man.
cheryn and i went to nus open house together and guess what? we started saying we should have a picnic together some day. like on the first saturday of april. and that we should try to ask people if they wanted to have a work shirt (not that we are going to publicise where we are working at but in the sense we make a shirt for ourselves. a shirt that only we have :D) on on? yeah. and go and watch step up 2 together etc etc. this is so exciting.

sigh. i wanted to swim just now but the dark clouds got blown over the area so i didn't go and swim. that was 1 hour ago. until now, it's not raining yet! i should have went swimming. now there are even more dark clouds in the sky. rah. but surprisingly, there is still sun! oh my gosh. this is so irritating. i think someone up there did not want me to go swimming. ah well, i'll just go swim tomorrow then. sigh.

have you people decided what you want to do already? i think i'm quite certain about the courses that i'm choosing already, having went to the open house. yep! let's see which school and faculty accepts me now. tata

i'm going red blue gold tonight! is it not amazing? i'm finally attending a school function. wow. haah

2008-03-13T21:59:00.002+08:00

i'm so sleepy now.

well, i haven't been posting for a long time now

many things happened.

from we canoeist appearing at nina's house on one sunday morning to give her a surprise, to getting our much awaited results to getting a complain case at work to planning my life (which equates to choosing the course to take in uni) to going out with colleagues and inviting myself to dinner at some one's house.

oh i must tell you. yesterday i went to someone's house to have dinner and i tell you her mum cooks very nice thosai. haha. it's so cool. aye. ok. i feel like eating dumplings with sliced ginger and vinegar now! oh my gosh.

oh yes, and my sis persuaded me to follow her to the mayday concert in april. and i have to pay for my own ticket. how cool is that. since i'm working, fine, i shall. but other than that, i shall try to save up on my pay! muahaha. yeah. i'm so tired and a little emo now. well well. i htink i'm really deprived of exercise now. oh no! i really miss paddling and swimming. the only form of exercise that i have been doing now is to run. at night. no sun. so sad. tsk tsk. these few days it had been raining so heavily. sigh. i wanted to go and paddle but it was raining so i couldn't in the end. not that i did bring any clothes to change into initially. haha. aye.

tmr will be an exciting day! you know what? we have decided to be very secondary school-ish tmr and wear jeans and tee shirt and a sling bag! =) we meaning me and my colleagues. so cool right? as in i am seldom able to find people to do silly stuff with me. but this time, i managed to persuade them to do just that! =) yay. ok. i think i should choose my clothes for tmr. and you kno w what? i really think that facebook is getting boring. i'm using it only to write on people's wall. and msn is quite useless now since everyone have different free/ spare time. sigh.

ok...
time to go to bed.

hi.

2008-02-27T00:09:00.003+08:00

i really do think that i'm getting better at entertaining myself now a days. i mean i know how to spend my free time doing things. muahaha. work is getting tougher but also more fun. =) there are so many ac people here now. haha. all around the building, at the various departments. wow. it's so amazing. =)
i got so sad today because i realised my bbdc acct doesn't have sufficient funds for me to make a new booking. =( there was an available slot that i wanted so badly but i couldn't book it. let's hope that i'll be lucky enough to still be able to book that slot when i have topped up my acct. let's hope. i just hope that people won't want that slot for some reason and i'll have it! woots! ah. i was so sad that they didn't have a place for you to reserve the booking. tsk tsk. ahah. i think it would have been quite chaotic if they really had such a service! haha. aye. nevermind. i'll just try my luck some other time.
sometimes, i really do think that giving is better than receiving.
really
=) i feel happy to give. maybe it'll be happier to receive but i don't really know.
haha.
i'm quite bored now. and i tell you!
nowadays, i really have weird sleeping habits. i would doze off at around 10 and then be wide awake at 12am, thinking that it's time for me to wash up already. oh man. this is so terrible. then i'll have to spend the next hour trying to force myself to sleep again. rah! horrible! i should find some way to manage this. and and and. have you all been having night mares about results? heard that it'll be out in the 1st week of march. not a monday. maybe it's a friday. haha. well well, there are so many rumours around. we can't determine which is the actual one. sigh. i really don't feel like getting the results. how. can you help me take my results? =)

whispers

2008-02-15T16:45:00.003+08:00

hey hey!

guess what!
haha
i lost my voice and i still went to work.
haha!
my colleagues were all laughing at me.

but it was fun! haah.

AYE~
that was on tuesday. and i've kind of gotten my voice back although i still can't sing. =(
how could i live without singing?! haha.

how were your valentine's day? i didn't have any programme on and was so sad. haha. just joking. but i was serious about having no plans. haah.
and the sweetest thing is, i still got all that chocolate that we usually get from friends, in school. =) i gave out some too so it really felt like we're still schooling haah. and our supervisor (note. it's only one of them) gave out oreo/ chocolate bars too! awwwww... so nice of her. hee!

well well, i can't wait for the weekend to come and for monday to come and for wednesday to come! my btt is on wed! sigh. at last. phew. all because the btt is so late that's why i can't start driving yet! grumbles. haha. but it's ok, i'll soon be able to drive~! ^.^

ok. i'm so bored now, at home. sigh. i can't find anything to do. and there is nothing nice to see online too. i'm so bored.

IT'S A NEW YEAR

2008-02-09T16:40:00.000+08:00

happy chinese new year, people. =)

today is the 3rd day and i've got no where to go. this is sad. haha. i think we were all too lazy to go to bedok or woodlands to do visiting. haha. yesterday, i spent the whole day in the eastern part of singapore. =) it was kind of fun. with cousins and all. haah! ok. so what have you people been up to?

i miss going to work. tsk tsk. i think i'm just bored at home. at work, there is always things to do although we do complain at times. =)=)=)

yep. have a great day ahead peeps.

why is everyone leaving singapore now? sigh. from 8, it'll soon be 4 left in spore. i'm so so so sad. haha. (i'm sure no one knows what i'm saying. well, nevermind)

i will go down to paddle one day. i miss paddling and i'm sure i won't be able to balance in a k1 anymore. the juniors are scary. really. i'm so glad i'm not competing against them. let's see their first sprinting competition. it's coming soon. in 2 months' time. all the best.

and i dont' want to get results. i'm so perfectly find being like this now. =) it's rumoured that we did very badly (those who did well did very well while those who didn't, did very badly.) and some people said that it'll be out next week( ie the 22th taht week.) i've gto no idea how true that is. but i'm sure glad that we didnt' get in before new year, lest people will start asking about results. it's nice to tell people,'' oh, i'm still waiting for my results'' i can bear the ''so what do you intend to do in uni?'' but i can't bear the ''oh, my this this person got this grade for this subject....yada yada...''
whatever it is, i am prepared to face my results. i dont' expect much. i just hope that i'll pass the whole thing reasonably. there isn't anything we can do about it now so....
and i still remember how afraid i was before the a level papers. i just kept getting worried and my parents managed to convince me that well, life is full of surprises. results are not everything. they may be important in deciding your future but in the working world, no one would care about your results in school anymore. we people have to be street smart and work smart. i guess that would be what i'll do. at the end of the day, i still have my family who loves me =)

ok, that sounded a little emo. but it's a new new new year so we shall all look ahead to a fruitful and exciting year yea?

take care people.
bye

updating updating

2008-01-20T13:52:00.000+08:00

hello!

ok, i'm in a relatively happy mood now although i'll have to get back to memorise stuff soon. haha. this is so exciting! work makes me happy. haha. i like my work, until now. =) hee! i bet you people will think that i'm crazy. ha. it's because i really learnt alot from this job and it'll never be boring! =) hee.

well and i watched finish full house already. ah. at last right? so now, i've officially watched 3 drama series already since december. haha! ( gong zhu xiao mei, mo nu you xi, lang man man wu) hee! yay. next i want to watch the whole of huan huan ai (coz i started from the centre haha)
and ka fei wang zi yi hao dian!

okok. suddenly i think, i should go out into the sun every week end. haha. getting stuck in office for the whole day is no joke ok. i felt so deprived of the sun. haha. and my only exercise during weekdays is ....is....is.... standing in the mrt from novena to chinese garden. haah! (going there and coming back)
it's so sad right?! haha i think so too. rah. ahah. any one wants to jio me out to run in the evenings? haah. and qiu, it doesn't include you (coz if you ask me to run to woodlands, i'll just ignore you. haha.)

haha. ok. i have to start studying now. it's for work, not SATs. haha. and can someone tell me what is SATs for? everyone is like taking it. and i've no clue what it is. haah.

yeah. k, so see you all in a week's time. yups. bye~

PS is the chinese new year outing at rui's still on? must remind her! yep! see ya!

work

2008-01-15T21:30:00.000+08:00

hey..

i'm here while waiting for the 10pm show. aye. work isn't that bad. some how, i think that i will really enjoy the stay there. it's going to be 6 months. til then, i will enjoy catching the 7.05am train and reaching there early enough to look at the people stream into the magnificent building. this is so exciting. anyway, i think my colleagues (is that the correct spelling?) are pretty nice and all. and i official declare that i have short term memory. one moment, i'll know that person's name and the next, i'll be like,''what is that person's name.....'' whatever! haha

haha.

you know the other day i was thinking about it. i shouldn't keep troubling rachel wang already. i think it isn't very nice of me to keep asking her if i could paddle, ok at least i feel bad. that's actually the main reason why i don't go and paddle any more. aye. i miss it but i don't want to trouble her any more. the juniors are coming in or rather they came in. there are other things are them to get busy with so maybe i'll just support them on land. =)

meanwhile i shall swim and run and do my sets dutifully.

btw, replying to the comments.

zw: what show is that? after i finish full house, i'll tell you then you tell me what taht show is like! haah. tsk tsk. by the way, are you still working at the same place? haha

chua: hey. i'm sorry. who are you! haha. and i've got no boat to paddle in larx!

faith: hello! how did you find me? haha. how're you by the way! =)

ok. take care people. see you again~

what am i doing?!

2008-01-12T23:21:00.000+08:00

ok, i'm bored.

i have got no msn, no one is emailing me because there's nothing to say, no one is reading my so-called- blog, no one is messaging me to say how's my day or stuff, all i can do is look at this screen everyday or just find things to do. this is so boring. i am so happy that i'll be starting work real soon. well, until then, i think that looking at this screen everyday is boring. =)

i am really finding things to occupy myself with. sigh. every tom dick and harry is working now now now, except me. oh i just remembered. when i'm really really bored, i'll go and exercise like run or swim or do sets. haha. tsk tsk. the simplicity in life.

well, some one out there, if you see this, please reply or something! anyone! anyone reading this.
(for a moment, it reminded me of ' i am legend' haha!)

tomorrow is a sunday
i like the channel u 10pm show that is playing every weekday. =)
gong zhu xiao mei is going to be aired soon
i'm still half way through full house
gom seh ma ri na
i'm bored
bye
...

A new Year

2008-01-06T20:09:00.000+08:00

Whatever!

It's supposed to be a better year but... it's only the first week and tension is snowballing. sigh. someone get me out of this. i won't be able to take it any longer. i need some space for my self. i need some thing/ some one to talk to.

terrible. it's worst out there than in here. bleah.

i wish i'm working right now or i'll be happy if the agency calls tomorrow and says you've got the job. sigh.

i'm back. yay

2007-12-20T23:29:00.000+08:00

woots!
ok, i'm back from CHINA! and surprisingly, i didn't get sick or get diarrhoea. hee! it's quite unbelievable right right? my mum, sis and dad are all sick now except me me me! =)

yes, so china was cold ( maybe not as cold as Hokkaido but almost there.) and this is the first time me feeling my toes and hands get so cold that i thought it would just drop off. i couldn't even feel my toes despite my wearing 2 very thick woolen socks plus my plastic-y shoes! But i was comforted by the fact that our tour guide (the china one) told us that she couldn't feel her toes too! hee! Oh and we saw snow there! we were lucky as it snowed on the 2nd day there and so for the rest of the days spent there, we could see snow everywhere! oh oh oh and at chengde right, the whole river froze up and the locals made it into a huge ice skating ring there. for a moment, i wished that i knew how to ice skate. anyway, i am really amazed at china. i mean, some parts of it are so run down and under developed but in Beijing, it's quite quite developed and commercialized. yes, i think it's because of the Olympics too. oh, i have yet to speak about the toilet. it's quited clean generally but there was one somewhere in the mountains, haha, there was only a drain going through the cubicles. that's it. and what doors! it practically didn't cover anything. when you stand up, you an look over the door and partition and when you squat, you can see the other side of the door. hur hur. what door is that. and there was no flush. no water for you to even splash into the drain. the locals there would do it at the END of the day. omg! i almost fainted when i heard that. !@#^*$%#~ whatever.

There is actually alot of things that happened in china. But the best thing that occurred was me being in this tour group. The driver, china tour guide, singapore tour guide and the families that when on the same trip really made the trip very enjoyable. =) for the first time, the driver had to sing for his passengers. ( everyone on the bus had to sing at least a song before the end of the day.) hee. i really think it's this type of trips that make you yearn for more. Oh yes, i think that my Chinese have just improved by leaps and bounds since i had been speaking in Mandarin for the past 2 weeks? (including me preparing for the trip! haha) yep yep!

You know what? Ever since i've been back, i've been sleeping alot. it's like i'm hibernating! haha. that's why i must find things to do if not i'll really just sleep. Can you imagine it, i spent my whole afternoon trying all my clothes today. hur hur. i took a whole afternoon. haha. but it was fun! mix and match.
Just yesterday, i went out to have dinner with the girls! =) ok and shaun. hah! i miss them and i'm a lil jealous of the juniors but it's ok now. i've got my fair share of fun in this batch =) [rem mr goh? haha. how we always gave him names. from don't know what to the eventual superman!] haha. lurve you girls. =)=)=)

yea. now it's 5 more days to Christmas, 4 days to play freedom, 3 days to the big day, 2 days to BBQ, 1 day (erm no, it's 3 minutes now) to chalet! woots. =)

And ... ..... ...... ..... .... ...... ...... .... i have REGISTERED for driving lessons!in one year's time, i'll be sitting on the driver's seat, gliding my hands over the steering wheel, honking at people who blocks my way on the road. muahaha. yea. so exciting! let's hope that i can make it on my first attempt! (including all the theory tests!) yea yea yea.

k. i'll be back to post again some days later. i guess it'll be weeks later which means maybe it'll be next year! *gasp* so fast!
we'll all have to look for jobs soon....and canoeing girls, we're planning to go on a short trip in April or may next year so keep yourself free k! =)

PS, sop if you're reading this, date me out! i know you're back. and i won't be going for the class gathering. sorry! i'll be at chalet unless you want to look for me there, i don't mind!

boredom

2007-12-08T17:43:00.000+08:00

i am so terribly bored now.

i can't go out coz there isn't enough time

but i don't have anything to do now. =(

and i want to eat potato chips

PS qiu, you started driving lessons already?

bye~ back on the 17th then gone on the 20th again. =)

BUSY TIRED BUSY TIRED BUSY TIRED...

2007-12-08T00:45:00.000+08:00

hello folks.

i'm just too tired to say anything else.

i am reaching my limit so don't you dare cross the limit! i've had enough.

see you people in a few week's time! i think i won't be contactable for at least 2 weeks. ok, maybe you can get me through sms but i won't reply. =)

CHINA CHINA HERE I COME!

i'm sick of proms

i'm tired of proms

tata. it'll be over in 15 days. i will work on it although i haven't been doing much but it's been too hectic a schedule for me to take. i need a break. i seriously need a break.

PROM!!!!

2007-12-04T13:18:00.000+08:00

3rd December 2007

Shangri La Hotel

Island Ballroom

7pm

ACJC Seniors Night

hello hello! i am back in civilisation after staying at clarke quay for one night! i stayed over with my beloved team mates! woots! haha. it really felt as if we were not in singapore. =)

well, prom was fine. meeting all our friends and crazily taking pictures with everyone. i really pity the emcees of the night. we were all not cooperative and thus they had to use the most dramatic way to get everyone seated so that they could start with the program---by switching off the lights in the ball room. i must admit that it was quite an effective and clever way of getting people's attention (maybe i could use it for the sec sch prom too!) yeah. anyway, i thought that the best performance of the night was the AC dancers' item. it was so full of energy, so entertaining and nice =) for the other performances, i didn't really watch them as i was busy going around looking for friends. haha. tsk tsk. it was so hard trying to locate people! well, so that's about it for the actual prom? i guess? haha. i was just having fun sitting with my team mates and trying to finish or at least take a bite of my food before it gets cleared away. guess what happened to my soup? it got cleared away before i could even try it! haha. anyway, everyone was looking so glamorous today! All the girls! wow! it's like a totally different side of them that i see. the guys weren't bad too. they didn't overdress (like what happened during my secondary school prom) which was good. so basically, everyone was nicely dressed and trying to look demure or macho. =)

oh and as the dinner was ending, we sang the school song. this would be the last time we're singing it and well, everyone sang it, loudly, with pride. it's quite heart warming, i must say. =)
aye. ok, what was really really nice was the post prom party i guess. i have never been to this type of places before so this is my first time. i didn't really drink but still had to pay. haha. well, i didn't relaly like the drinks anyway. bleahk! anyway, some people really got drunk there and it was quite scary. after partying until 2 plus (or was it 3 plus in the morning) then we left the place. we girls didn't want to go back to our hotel yet so we decided to walk around the place. haha. as we walked aimlessly around, we all did weird things and tried to take pictures with rui's camera since she didn't want to waste her full batt!!!! my 2 batt died on me before post prom! so sad. i felt so lost without my beloved camera. haha. oh and on the way to 7 eleven to buy ice cream, i met the NJ people. jia mei, cindy and wei jun. so coincidental! but i have got no idea why they were walking from that direction. hmmm...ok so after washing up, all 6 of us went out again after attempting to wake samme up. it's hilarious how we tried to wake her up but well, i shan't leak out the juicy parts of the story! so i basically went to the central to sleep while the rest went there to watch the sun rise. i have got no idea whether the sun rise was nice or what coz i was really sound asleep. when i woke up, it was one hour from the time we sat there. and the sky was how bright when i woke up! as we headed back to the hotel again, i did something so incredible!
I SLEPT IN THE LIFT WHILE WAITING FOR IT TO REACH THE 16TH FLOOR!!!!
can you believe that! wow. ha! i could have laughed at myself but i was too tired. i was at a chalet the night before, pre-celebrating my sister's birthday. tsk tsk. so i was really really tired. please excuse me. ha! after that some people just left without saying a thing. so when i next woke up, rui was there with me, gy and samme sleeping on the beds. haha. i wonder what happened.... Nevermind. i had a great night! =) especially having spent the night with these lovely girls =)=)=) awwwwwwwwwwww..........

okok! so when i reached home, i really can't remember what i did. maybe i slept again, i don't know but i know that when i went for meeting that night, everyone was asking,'' eh, you had prom last night is it?''
haha. they said that my eyes were red and my hair was in a mess. i couldn't get my hair to stay down! i think it's because the hair dresser used a lot of gel the previous day and i didn't wash it all off even after bathing twice! haah. yeah. i think i really looked terrible. haha. bleah.

i lurve spending the night with you all =)
thanks girls!

Another exciting day

2007-12-02T10:51:00.000+08:00

WOOOTSSS!!!!
IT"S DECEMBER NOW!!!!
ok, was that a little too excited? i wonder. Anyway, i'll be so very busy from now on.

Let me reveal some of my activities...
1) My sis birthday celebration at changi chalet TODAY!
2) TOMORROW is prom for AC
3) We'll be staying over at a hotel after post prom =)
4) China trip
5) HELPING out at css prom
6) another christmas chalet
7) CSS PROM!!!! at rasa sentosa
8) CHRISTMAS!!!

ok, and in between, there are all the dates here and there. hur hur hur.with liru, sop, dhanuj, and who ever who wants to date me!~ haha

okay~ phew.
yesterday was kind of fun. i got kind of lost in 3 places. First i went to little india because there was a rehearsal for the pagent for css prom. so i was made to navigate through the shop houses and find this studio at the third floor of one of the many shop houses. haha. it was quite fun and it was my first time going to this kind of places! and guess what, i had to lead like 10 people back to the mrt station. i was quite impressed with myself for being able to get my bearings right. haha! well, it's really nice to see familiar faces and new faces at the same time. haha! man, just 2 years and my juniors are graduating already. so fast! when i was still there, they were only sec 2 kids. Note, i used the word kids coz they really were. haha

After that, i went to find ruiyan and geyi at bugis. what haji lane! nono, at first they told me it was at arab street. i went out of the mrt station at the wrong exit. hur hur hur. clever me. but well, i managed to find my way there and it was really a sense of achievement ok! it's the first time i'm there alone. hahah. i've got no idea how many times i called ruiyan to ask her where they were and how to get there but well, i was really glad to see them! haha. * giving myself a pat* haha. so, we looked at pretty random things, going into almost all the shops. and geyi was walking around without shoes. hur. that's so her right? neh, she had terrible blisters at her heels due to her shoe thus she took it off. haha.yeah. and we all went to tread our eyebrows! rui and geyi went yesterday while i went like 1 week ago. =) woots. All in preparation for the prom! Yep! oh, and i tell you, bugis is really really crowded on a saturday (wait, or is it everyday?)

yep so i went off earlier than rui and geyi to meet my family for dinner. and guess what? they left for that place before me coz i was late and my sis just gave me the address of the place! what the...i have never been there before and when i got out of the mrt station and looked at the directory, i couldn't find the road name! Thanks ah. being me, i acted as if i knew the place, just walked to the bus stop and called my papa to come and pick me up from tiong bahru plaza =)
and when i reached there, i realised why i couldn't find the road name. IT WAS SO FAR FROM THE MRT STATION AND MY SIS EXPECTED ME TO WALK ALL THE WAY THERE!!!!! ha!
ok. so yesterday was really a very very very fun day, going to all those unfamiliar places. hah. i should go on more of thesse type of trips! ahha. that way, i'll get to know singapore roads better and it'll be easier for me next time, after learning how to drive =)

yep yep.
ok, i've got to prepare for the chalet and prom! tata!
PS: congrats samme, for having completed the run! =)=)=) now go and rest well! hee.

hello folks!

2007-11-29T23:31:00.001+08:00

Hello people out there.
I guess this is the only way i can communicate with people out there. MSN messenger doesn't like me so i can't use it to chat with you all! Of the 3 computers at home, only my sister's MSN works. (but she's using it more often than me so i can't kope her com). one doesn't have MSN and the other just hangs when i use it. Now you know why i'm always disappearing halfway through the conversation. I have given up on MSN since. So here i am, typing my mind away! haha.
Let me tell you a secret. sssssshhhhhhhhhh..... i'm getting lazier and lazier. rah. but. i'm still exercising regularly. ok, it isn't everyday but it's on alternate days. ok. i feel a little guilty about that but well, i'm trying, i'm trying i'm trying to keep fit. and and and i want to paddle BUT i think i'll just show everyone how weak i am now! haha! i don't even think i can do 5 pull ups now. maybe not even one! rawr! this is so bad. well, you know why i'm quite hesitant to paddle again. and seriously, i don't really have the urge to go back to training. maybe not this december. there's just too much activities. it's tiring me out. Nevertheless, i'll still be willing to go down to paddle with anyone (hint hint! jo, nnlee, ry, samme, qiu, char, geyi, janice)
That was one BIG hint.

ah yes, so replying to qiu, i AM exercising k!
haha. and i want to get darker! muahaha. i'm so looking forward to prom! It's the day when i can see all of your girls again. And we'll all be dressed up and pretty! then we can take lots and lots of pictures and go to post prom together and sleep over together! muahaha! (did i sound excited? i REALLY AM EXCITED!!!!!! rawr.)

and samme ah, when are YOU free? haha. i'll date you after std chart! ahah...i'm sorry i won't be able to go there to support you coz i'll be in changi chalet for a family gathering. yar. oh yes, and did you know that round ubin is on 2nd dec too?? yar. and the juniors are participating. ok i meant the junior girls (so envious) yar yar yar. so, samme, you must survive through the whole 20+ km ok! =) when you're tired, think of me i i'm sure you'll be able to run faster then! hee

kk.
hope that all of you are enjoying your holidays now. =) this is our much awaited holiday. 6 months. i want to work though. If anyone has any lobang please tell me! i won't mind any office jobs (as long as it's not those slack jobs where you do nothing but get paid) yea!

okkkkkkkkkkkkkaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy................
so until the next time,
take care people
=)

FREEDOM

2007-11-21T01:30:00.000+08:00

I've got through or rather survived through the entire A level examination! Can you believe it? Wasn't it just yesterday that i was still worrying about what questions Cambridge would set? Ok, it's finally over! Aren't you all glad too? And i've got a whole lot of activities ahead of me! woots! everyday is so packed! From 20th nov to 25th Dec! There is activity everyday! woots. How am I going to enjoy this long deserved freedom! yay yay yay. As you can see, i am terribly happy that I can do what i really like to do. =)

now on, it'll be shop shop shop, learn learn learn, exercise exercise excercise. ok i know that this is very random but ijust though of a question for the above sentence. ''State and explain the linguistic device used by the author'' hur hur hur.

oh yes and i'm so happy that Sophia is coming back to singapore! woots. we can play and laugh and spend time together again! without having to worry about studying or anything else! yay! last year's meeting was very brief so i hope that this year's better. =)

and and and. we shall have a choir outing that requires least amount of cash (mandric's suggestion) like maybe going to the istana to have a picnic that consist only of grass...muahaha. it'll be free =) ok. the christmas spirit is really getting me. i want to get my good friends presents this year! sigh. i want to meet my sec school friends badly. i want a day with my closer jc friends. i've got so many things to do now! yipee! and i want to go out with the canoeists! yeah! the list goes on and on but for now, i'm satisfied with just being able to read my comic/story books in peace =)

tata.
goodnight

TIRED!

2007-11-14T22:45:00.000+08:00

I'm tired, seriously. I should be sleeping now but I haven't been online for so long. It's been so long thus I have got to see how everyone is doing. As i was looking through some blogs, i have realised that I really do have a bunch of sweet friends. I mean, from my beloved canoeists to my classmates to ex-classmates to random friends. Ok, I meant those who are in ACJC. i guess this feeling comes in when we have graduated from the school? Life is always like that. We do not appreciate something until we have lost it. Isn't it true? While we were in school, were you like me, grumbling about homework and how stressed we are? Or how badly we've done for this test and that test and sleeping in class, slacking through lectures or free periods? When I think back, i feel so stupid. During those times, I could have studied harder instead of coming to the big As, ending the paper with, shoot i didn't know how to do that question. Physics especially. I felt a sense of accomplishment just before my paper 3, which happened to be the first paper of the A levels. For the first time in my Jc life, I understood almost everything in syllabus. I managed to memorise all those definition and how an electron would be able to get excited and jump from the valence band to the conduction band. yada yada. Chemistry was the same. All this while, I could not master the skill of identifying the unknown organic compounds in those long questions. It was a day before paper 2 that i managed to figure it out. Oh and what about econs? i thought that i was most unprepared for this paper. I really started memorising everything to do with econs one day before the paper at 1pm. slept at 12am that day and woke up at 6am to continue studying, right until i entered the examination hall. It's so terrible of me! How could i do such a thing! What if mdm knows how i have prepared for her subject? she'll be very upset, i'm sure. i'm sorry mrs saw. i'm sorry. During the exam, I did try to recall everything that you have taught me. I have tried my best. Really. You have been a great teacher. i am the one who was a bad student. During that exam, it's really a show-me-what-you-have-learnt-in-these-2-years scenerio. Really. And I am feeling guilty now. Guilty for not studying hard enough, guilty for not revising earlier, guilty for doing so 'well' during the exam. shucks. i do hope that whatever i wrote made sense and that i won't let mdm down. Let me pray hard. yeah. divine intervention (like what my gp teacher always says)

it's been a tiring day.
let me sleep
night
bye
ky

2007-09-29T23:00:00.000+08:00

hello

this week has gone very quickly. many things happened though. honours night, swims, break-less days until 4 plus, loads of work etc etc. during this week, i encountered this situation where i would never understand. it was a big hit to me. it happened so unexpectedly and that really threw me off track for the entire day + the following day. i kept crying but that's not the point. haha. i'm fine now, thank you =)

after that day, i kept thinking. what would happen if i'm never here? what am i like from another person's perspective? do i look like i really know how to mask things (backstabbing and lying)? really, who am i actually?
this is all so philosophical. i just can't answer all of them. man, that freak incident really made me do self-reflections. it may be a good thing since everyone has to understand themselves and know your purpose in life in order to find happiness. As argued in GP lesson, we all thought that happiness was an ideal value that all human would want to attain. in trying to attain happiness, people would then project the 7 human sins. it all came about in the pursuit to find happiness. there is a time for everything in life.
as i was blog-hopping just now, i realised that many things that may seem insignificant to one may be of great significance to another, unknowingly. how life works! it's just so amazing.

well, life is unpredictable so we've all got to live our life to the fullest. Never regret. Live to forgive and forget. That would most probably make us relatively happier.

Oh, and i finally realised what true friends are. They share your darkest secrets, mainly because you trust them. There are some people who just can't keep their mouths shut. However close they may seem, they'll leak out stories, creating trouble for society (that's a little exagerated but i'm sure you know what i'm getting at) I guess that's what differentiates a good friend from a true friend. i've got lots of good friends, at least 8 of them=) aaawwwwwwwwwwwwwww and some closer friends but not very close.i think the rest should be classified as superficial since most of the time, it's a hi and bye thing. There was once, not long ago when my classmate told me flatly in my face,'' i think you should open up more to your friends''
Do you really think that i'm being quite conservative person, in terms of personal thoughts?

It touched my heart

2007-09-19T23:21:00.000+08:00

The other day, I was waiting for my parents to pay up at the cashier at giant. The was this Caucasian mum with 3 young children, say the oldest being 6 and the youngest 3? So, all her groceries were child-related products, from diapers to biscuits to milk and 3 toy balls. Just as the cashier scanned the 3 rubber balls the mum started to unwrap the balls from its platic bags. One by one, she passed a ball to each of the 3 children. You could really see them smiling. I smiled to myself too, as i watched them attempt to catch the ball after bouncing it once on the ground. It's really just amazing how a child's innocent smile can melt your heart. the 2 girls were happily playing with their balls, looking amazed at how the other party could catch the ball. Well, that's not it. after the youngest of the 3, who was in a pram threw his ball forward, the oldest girl went to retrieve it. As she happily returned the ball to her younger brother, her mother misunderstood the situation and started demanding for her(the oldest child's) ball back. That child was really shocked and disappointed yet, didn't dare to disobey her mother. Her mum took back the ball for some time before she started begging her mother.
'' pleeeeeaze mommy, can i have the ball back? mommy, please, i'll like to have my ball back. please mommy...*sob sob* mommy? mommy? mommy please?''
Her mother did not pay any attention to her until after paying for her groceries and leaving the cashier. As i watched, tears welled up in that child's eyes. She was sniffing and begging her mother to reutrn her her ball. Her sister was watching, by the side, afraid to speak. Yet, upon seeing her older sister really about to cry, she begun to hug her older sister and wiping the tears off her sister's face. She even offered to share her ball and started patting her sister on her head mumbling,''awww, don't cry, don't cry. i'll share my ball with you ok?''

isn't it sweet? i mean. imagine! they are only kids. 6 years old. primary one kids and they love each other so much! i wonder if i was so nice to my sister when i was that young. hmmmm...the last time i asked my mum about my behaviour in the past, i was the big bully. well well. i guess i answered my question.

hello world

2007-09-19T22:55:00.000+08:00

i'm lousy at studying! rah! many things have happened since the last time i blogged.

prelim results, formal lunch, prep talks, gg back to css, SGC rush, open house, '6 more weeks' talks by so many teachers, etc etc etc.

there's like so little time and this is really freaking me out! SO SCARY! i'm scared, really really. this is the first time in my life that i've so scared over an examination. ok, it's reasonable enough to say that it's because this is and will be the most major exam ever. it decided a student's fate. yours, mine, OUR fate.

if anyone is not panicking now, they must have done well in their prelims! just one question now, one question can get me into the mood of studying. let me teach you. just say these magic words and you'll see that i'll be studying within minutes/ seconds.

'' how's your prelims?''

you know how bad it is now. =s

honours night is coming and i'm not looking forward to it. As 26th sept comes closer, 10th october will be a step nearer too. after that, it'll be followed by 3 weeks before THE DAY.

aye. i'm still looking forward to the day after As. we will be able to paddle again then and i'll not feel guilty eating so much in school! =)

i feel fat now. it's so sad! rah!
just the other day. i was excited. I met Samme at the can deck and i was mentioning that i feel like paddling. Then, suddenly, she rattled excitedly,
'' Hey ky, do you want to paddle today?!''
'' Huh? today? i didn't even bring any clothes!''
'' Go borrow!!! Want? want? we can go and paddle today!''
'' eh....wait, we don't have the keys and everything...''
'' oh yar! haiyer.''

As you can see, we both were disappointed coz we didn't have the keys to the shed thus not being able go down and paddle! the excitement died down upon remembering that we weren't holding on to the keys. rah!

paddling. i want to paddle. i want to swim. i want to sing. i want to be free.

2007-09-01T16:14:00.001+08:00

MY sis is so going to blog about me...

I did too many stupid things in the few hours I spent with her yesterday. haha!

Sob....oh yes and yesterday, we went to play that basketball game in the arcade and we broke the high score! woohoo!

The show was nice and quite funny yep! hee a cooking rat in the kitchen! wheee...so cool!

Oh and yesterday's trgwas quite fun too...We all had to wait for >2 hours just to paddle ie a little more than 7200 seconds only (let me emphasize this: ONLY) haha...well, all thanks so joanne who managed to out-talk, out-argue everyone else! hee! thanks joanne! =) =)
But well, no one complained about the wait after the paddling session coz it was too enjoyable and the feeling of paddling again with your team mates can easily overwhelm everything else. hee. of course, i didn't paddle with the k2 coz i still think they're very fast and even their slow paddle can out-paddle my fast paddling anytime. Rah... haha... and i'm sorry that all of you had to wait for me...sorrrrrrrryyy....

yeah, yesterday was a fun fun fun day!

And the nelo came and and and margy has a very nice pink nelo! oh man... i so want to get one nelo too, if i have 4.4 to spare...rats...haha...

til that day comes, i'll still have to borrow other people's boats!

ciao~

2007-08-26T11:04:00.000+08:00

Woots!
some one is reading my entry! muahaha...

oh jas ah, if you were smaller, maybe i'll try to squeeze you into my luggage...but...sigh...hahah~
yep yep, i'll take alot of pictures to let you see k? hahaha. i'm so looking forward to k box on wed! yay! first time gg with YOU ok? haha...woots woots...ok i should really be doing chem now so i'll type again another time! =)

muacks!
btw, i think we can go down to paddle on fri coz i think our sch's the only one that has no sch on taht day!=)=)=) want?

DONUT ( aka dough nuts)

2007-08-24T19:56:00.000+08:00

CAN U IMAGINE??

i queued 2 hours for 12 donuts. omg! haha...it wasn't intentional. rats. i stood there for so so so long! haha...

so in the end i got 3 double choc, 2 raspberry, spicy cheese, blueberry glazed, cinnamon, white choc heart w strawberry filling, mint choc, normal choc, almond thing thing. yep that's about it. but i can't deny it being quite quite delicious. muahaha. really. esp the double choc and all those with fillings in the middle. it's oh my gosh. haha..so maybe next time if any one is intending to queue for donuts, you could help me buy one too? haah.. that's if you're willing to queue for donuts. haha..it sounds retarded and looks retarded, standing there but oh well =)

Larry...

2007-08-21T17:15:00.000+08:00

hello folks

let me tell you a story ( it's based on a true story)

There was a time, not long ago when 23 girls reared a pet in Mac Ritchie. It wasn't a fantastic pet as it kept frightening people. These girls however, did not know that they were naming the same animal different names. The younger ones called it LARRY while the older ones called it XIAO QING. So upon realising that they were talking about the same thing, everyone started calling ' it' LARRY.

So one fine day, Larry decided to be naughty and began to surface from its secret hiding place. Man, that day, no one could paddle in Mac Ritchie. Everyone was fearful of this unknown creature lurking in the water. Until this day, no one knows why Larry decided to swim so openly in the day time on that very day.

History repeated itself when Larry was spotted again on sunday. The reservoir was closed for the day and the next. ( so sad ) And that night, a few men went in search of this dark and sleek creature. The water was calm and everywhere was pitch dark. I bet Larry was happily swimming up and down the 1k route in peace. THen suddenly, without any warning! Something caught hold of Larry. Fear, for the first time, searched through Larry. It was frightened! AFter so many years of living, the evil human had finally decided to take action on it and maybe cook it for supper. Larry was terrified. She tried all ways to slip out from their grip and eventually, she triumped. Larry made a swift escape with the help of its slippery scales. That was enough for that night but the men promised to be back the next night. This time, they would be sure to capture Larry before heading home...

Will LARRY be saved by some kind soul out there? Or will she become some handbag or accessories in shops? Tune in next week to find out more =)

PS: some how i think only some people will understand this...muahaha...

=)

2007-08-17T18:12:00.000+08:00

hey! hello, i've decided!

maybe i should just start typing entries here so that people can see how exciting my life is! muahaha! ( i'll let you be jealous for a while)

i realised that my previous entries are so depressing and dull. hee

oh yes, you know what? i can't believe that i'm only adding all my team mates on friendster this month! after 1 plus plus plus years! so nice of me right?! ( and them too for not looking for me on friendster, tsk tsk)

oh yep! now's prelims and there's a weekend to study for 3 more papers before the last 2 paper 1s arrive! muahaha...i'm so looking forward to the day ...
but not of results coz i know..... my answers are haunting me at night when i sleep... i'll just dream about my answers and suddenly say,'' shit! i did it wrongly already!'' and feel very uneasy. sigh, i'm getting more afraid that i'll really really fail this prelims! how! argh!
everyone else seem so pro and like they're just saying '' die die'' coz they can't make it seem like they're confident of passing. rats!

and and and...i bet it's coz some ppl keeps calling me '' stupid girl'' thus i'm this stupid.... stupid girl, call me stupid muahahaha... ( yes qiu, i'm talking about you! )

Alas, there's still 3 more months to study and i must really really study! and dear team mates...if you all are gg out to study, can jio me out also? haha...i always dunno that you all are stuyding together thus i don't bring stuff out to study thus not studying with you all! ah! so un-friendly of me... hee

kk, all the best for the week and and and study hard ( i hope i can pass this w/o moderation) yes!

2007-01-11T22:22:00.000+08:00

phew. j2 life is so much more stressful as compared to j1. how i missed j1 life although i was complaining about everything then. haha. it's really ironic how people act sometimes. well, oh well. i've got 2 tests within the 2nd week already. i bet there'll be much more to come and we've got to be more, much more disciplined than this. ( hmmm so why is it that i'm still here at the computer typing away?) haha..

my mood swings very wildly now a days and mr david loh ( pe teacher) keeps teasing me about my hair style. whatever. i'll just wait until it grows long then i'll cut it short again.
haha

* suddenly, i don' tknow what to type about*
i htink it's because there's too much to say. too much to really jot down all that can be said.

k i'm getting more and more love bites from the mosquitoes around me. gotta go now.

last day of 2006

2006-12-31T12:17:00.000+08:00

well, it's quite a meaningful year for me. =) jc life is so different and so much more demanding, if not for anything else. it feels short, probably because many things are happening simultaneously or abt the same time. many many things. pw took up most of free time that i had plus canoeing trgs and the multiple tests we are bombarded with along the way.grrrr. well well. promos not that bad, considering. but in less than one year, we're taking a NATIONAL exam! argh! panic panic! haah..yeah, we just have to go through that. I'm wondering how the j2s manage it you know? they all look so pro.

yesterday our seniors came down and they rowed with us. * smiles* i like the feeling of us rowing with again. i feel like a junior once more. it's getting scary seriously coz the k2s are like getting so fast! omg! cannot cannot, must work doubly hard next trg. hope i can survive through the whole lap without having to stop! hee.

sigh, there's so much to reflect about but i'm too lazy to type. too much, seriously too much. sigh. ok then, shall continue with my hw now. seeya.

a first

2006-12-27T22:12:00.000+08:00

i'm in quite an unpleasant mood today. i haven't been there for some time and now, i've lost all sense of belonging there. My batch mates are all from choir presently so they've got songs to sing, new things to talk about and i, just stand by quietly. there is a visible gap between them and the present me. I admit that i've changed. I liked the company though, the thought of being with choir people again makes me happy. that is one of the reasons why i agreed to come for the event. Thousands of mixed feelings just surged through me. maybe i should have joined choir after all? was the decision i once thought was right actually a right choice? i would never be able to be that old self again, however hard i try. As i stepped into the music room, i was happy yet the feeling was different.

somehow, a lone soul out at the corner of the room just wanted to sing choir songs once again, with the stba sections. but this is not your day! u cannot do whatever you want! that's all that restrains that lone soul back. close friends just suddenly appeared distant and unfamiliar as this person remained silent and deep down-depressed. Depressed at the thought that everything that happened here, those things that she had once treasured so much is HISTORY. Loniness has hit this person hard in the heart. it was painful but nothing was said. she was like a volcano. She may stay silent for a long time or may just erupt anytime soon.

Why is it that she's feeling so blue? the programmes were great, entertaining and everything. She did have friends with her, she saw ppl whom she wanted to see. BUT the main thing was, the feeling is not there anymore. a sense of belonging, the feeling of being part of the choir, a feeling of being even accepted as an ex choir person. maybe i shld just let go of the past. maybe i shld just forget about it. maybe maybe.