hello world

i'm lousy at studying! rah! many things have happened since the last time i blogged.

prelim results, formal lunch, prep talks, gg back to css, SGC rush, open house, '6 more weeks' talks by so many teachers, etc etc etc.

there's like so little time and this is really freaking me out! SO SCARY! i'm scared, really really. this is the first time in my life that i've so scared over an examination. ok, it's reasonable enough to say that it's because this is and will be the most major exam ever. it decided a student's fate. yours, mine, OUR fate.

if anyone is not panicking now, they must have done well in their prelims! just one question now, one question can get me into the mood of studying. let me teach you. just say these magic words and you'll see that i'll be studying within minutes/ seconds.

'' how's your prelims?''

you know how bad it is now. =s

honours night is coming and i'm not looking forward to it. As 26th sept comes closer, 10th october will be a step nearer too. after that, it'll be followed by 3 weeks before THE DAY.

aye. i'm still looking forward to the day after As. we will be able to paddle again then and i'll not feel guilty eating so much in school! =)

i feel fat now. it's so sad! rah!
just the other day. i was excited. I met Samme at the can deck and i was mentioning that i feel like paddling. Then, suddenly, she rattled excitedly,
'' Hey ky, do you want to paddle today?!''
'' Huh? today? i didn't even bring any clothes!''
'' Go borrow!!! Want? want? we can go and paddle today!''
'' eh....wait, we don't have the keys and everything...''
'' oh yar! haiyer.''

As you can see, we both were disappointed coz we didn't have the keys to the shed thus not being able go down and paddle! the excitement died down upon remembering that we weren't holding on to the keys. rah!

paddling. i want to paddle. i want to swim. i want to sing. i want to be free.