TIRED!

I'm tired, seriously. I should be sleeping now but I haven't been online for so long. It's been so long thus I have got to see how everyone is doing. As i was looking through some blogs, i have realised that I really do have a bunch of sweet friends. I mean, from my beloved canoeists to my classmates to ex-classmates to random friends. Ok, I meant those who are in ACJC. i guess this feeling comes in when we have graduated from the school? Life is always like that. We do not appreciate something until we have lost it. Isn't it true? While we were in school, were you like me, grumbling about homework and how stressed we are? Or how badly we've done for this test and that test and sleeping in class, slacking through lectures or free periods? When I think back, i feel so stupid. During those times, I could have studied harder instead of coming to the big As, ending the paper with, shoot i didn't know how to do that question. Physics especially. I felt a sense of accomplishment just before my paper 3, which happened to be the first paper of the A levels. For the first time in my Jc life, I understood almost everything in syllabus. I managed to memorise all those definition and how an electron would be able to get excited and jump from the valence band to the conduction band. yada yada. Chemistry was the same. All this while, I could not master the skill of identifying the unknown organic compounds in those long questions. It was a day before paper 2 that i managed to figure it out. Oh and what about econs? i thought that i was most unprepared for this paper. I really started memorising everything to do with econs one day before the paper at 1pm. slept at 12am that day and woke up at 6am to continue studying, right until i entered the examination hall. It's so terrible of me! How could i do such a thing! What if mdm knows how i have prepared for her subject? she'll be very upset, i'm sure. i'm sorry mrs saw. i'm sorry. During the exam, I did try to recall everything that you have taught me. I have tried my best. Really. You have been a great teacher. i am the one who was a bad student. During that exam, it's really a show-me-what-you-have-learnt-in-these-2-years scenerio. Really. And I am feeling guilty now. Guilty for not studying hard enough, guilty for not revising earlier, guilty for doing so 'well' during the exam. shucks. i do hope that whatever i wrote made sense and that i won't let mdm down. Let me pray hard. yeah. divine intervention (like what my gp teacher always says)

it's been a tiring day.
let me sleep
night
bye
ky